Setahun (?) Gizi UI 2010

Terima Kasih untuk keceriaan selama setahun ini. Semoga keceriaan ini bisa bertahan di tahun-tahun berikutnya, bahkan sampai akhir hayat kalian. Karena, memiliki teman adalah sesuatu yang sangat berharga. Ketika ada satu orang yang bermasalah, harapannya 65 orang yang lain siap membantu.

Pa Kus

Kurang lebih itu pesan Pak Kusdinar, dosen anatomi di semester satu dan patofisiologi di semester dua Departemen Gizi UI. Pesan beliau sangat berharga dan untuk beberapa teman yang bakal meninggalkan Gizi UI, semoga dapat jalan yang terbaik. Meraih cita-cita bukan sesuatu yang membuat sedih kan? ehehehe

i'm just writing the words flowing in my head

everything is totally different
i can't write a swinging word to describe my mind inside
but now there's a feeling flowing in my desire
to stay and always be with you
there's a disturbance on my beat when you're next to me
rushing my concentration
but it seems that it is shining my darkest side
i write these words
just write
cause it's flowing in my mind
when i opened the buried page of our memories
i can find that you'd given me your sign
the sign which made me comfort
made me entertained and felt no sadness
but i couldn't catch it as a sign
more than we've related now
..
now
it comes to me
i even lost my power to stand
to speak the words
to think well
i think it's coming
a feeling that you felt so that you gave me a sign
but i'm lost with it
we're totally different now
you've got what you wanted
you have all you need
you can do what you've to do
you've given the best
while i'm still trying to catch my dream
i'm being busy by myself
too much concept built in my place where my heart should be
so, my attendance will be a mistake
in your perfect life
..
i'm not gonna ask you to remember those signs
and that feeling
i'm not gonna ask you to rewind back the time when you had it
when you felt it
cause it's late for me to ask you
even you'll be shining as a moon in the bright night sky
perhaps i would shine as a little star on the corner of that sky
although only the dawn will collide us
..
i'm sorry for my late in understanding those signs
i'd be glad to enjoy my buried page of our memories
this sorrow for being coward to utter my feeling
my hidden feeling
i'll try to carve my smile when you're happy
even we're far
and for the last time
i just ask you not to write me off from your memory
..
i need to be honest
it comes to me
when it leaves you
i have it
when you don't
i just need it
when you needn't
well actually i don't know whether you have that feeling or not
cause in reality you're near me
we talk
we're collided
..
for you
whose name means an affection
.
....
i've told you i'm just writing my flowing words in my mind

Poems in the Silence

It was written as an answer for me through my confusing always gathers me to do revolution. Rangkasbitung. An afternoon at home, October, 2nd 2008, Thursday.
Faizal Firdaus



By Taking Pieces of Stone


A train ran through the shadow of the dawn

Bringing thousand of hopes into the dark

Killing pieces of warm-hand into the silence

Never felt so cure, I was suffering instead

They were hanging their destiny

In wise to break the lack of sense

But, they never got what they wise for

They were eaten by the hidden symphony

A rainy town just stayed on the edge

Waiting for nothing as it had been carved

On the names of wraith

It harvested tears of lies

They walked through the hope

Twenty eight meters deeper than a grave

But, they never found the core of the dark

As they didn’t realize to die in the rapid symphony

I was sank on my own sadness

In spite nothing I could do

I was gone with this grace

In the sight of their suffering

This soul was frozen dark

Nothing could I hold

To reach a light

Beneath an emptiness

It seemed as it wanted to say

What should I do?

Angels held me to spell an answer

I would start by taking a little piece of stone

I began to try

As a shining sun through the clouds

To bring pieces of smiles shine the entire world

By taking pieces of stone